Friday, November 17, 2006

Letting go...

Almost there,
getting there
the view
clearer now.
A breath,
a song
giving winds
to my soul.
All the illusions
the turmoil
the doubts
who cares?
"I do"...
It was just that
a dream
more like a
I think.

yet more importantly
this sense of being
to get there
still I don't know

That's exactly
the point.
To let go
just once more.
Is not the first self
I've had to let go.
It won't be the last
I hope.

Getting there
I'll know.
To once again
let it go...


Saturday, November 04, 2006

Tough times...

Nowhere to go,
escape from myself.
Isn't that
foolish enough?
Desperate to find
a time for repose
just in quiet
and silence to be.

The struggle within
seems to never end
to prove...

to prove what...
is just that,
but insane.

It's all in my hands
in my mind
in my heart.
It's up to me
why don't I realize?
Yes, why?

No more fight,
no more stuggle
no more cares
no more thoughts.
Cause it is here
and I decide to let it go...
let it all go.

Do I surrender?
Certainly not.
But do a truce
I call myself forth?
To this I say "yes"
and take a rest
from the fight.
And laying
still all my minds.

A rest
my eyes closed
my head placed
in the well of the unknown.
No more knowing,
let just rest.
Perhaps it is time
to just let
everything go.

And by having nothing
more to hold on
the peace, the joy will
rush back as it was before.
Let me jump, step in
just throw
myself to the void
and find myself again
where it all begun.